Big Coyote Energy

I want to do so much, and have the energy for so little. Kinking with a concussion is serious bad news bears. In fact, existing at all is a struggle. I registered for RambleGrue at the same time I registered for DO Summer Camp, before the concussion. I didn't imagine myself playing much, if at all at Grue, which turned out to be true, but okay. I've come to accept I have limitations and the concussion business makes it hard to remember things and does things in my brain that make play difficult. My pain tolerance sucks because I'm so tired all the time, or my brain gets caught up on things it has no business thinking about ---the brain weasels. So I'd mostly taken play off the table. What I did want to exercise and experience were a few things; Experience GRUE. My right to exist in the world as a complex human being. Using my words to ask for the things I wanted. Try to come to a place of peace with how I've been feeling in the universe. I really, reall...