Big Coyote Energy

Even if you aren't looking, M0co, of M0cojute.com makes the best bondage rope ever.  Seriously. Daddy has a set of singed and oiled ropes that he has started using on me and i love them. HarshJudgement also ties with M0cojute. It's light, it's springy, it has wonderful energy and is great to tie with and be tied with. I rarely advertise for products, but M0co and SirRonC make an amazing product. Check it out at M0cojute.com .

One of my play partners, CurtisMercury,  knows i'm very particular about having my feet touched. My toes are a giant issue especially. He pulled out his 3mm jute just for some special fun. Kamm took this picture of CurtisMercury caning my feet after tying my toes up.  I actually like my feet caned. It's weird, but the sensation is so strange. The tops of my toes not so much... This is what happens when i'm good. Damnit!  My plan is to post some more "hey this actually happened" to me sort of things, along with some pictures. Not sure if i'll be blurring faces or anything yet but i'm not sure who really cares. Also, i won the raffle for the NCSF that BGSC was holding. So, now i've got my very own BGSC print! Getting it framed shortly.  Uh BGSC link might not be safe for work. I know such awesome people. :D

 Taking a page out of Nagabot's book and going a bit more personal on the blog. This was from last Thursday's (3/15) Rope Bite at Chateau Broxy. Hammer likes to tie up pretty girls and do naughty things to them. Kamm wasn't feeling so hot so he didn't come with me. However, i had a great time.  Have i mentioned i like rope? Have i also mentioned stun guns make me cry? Hammer had Perfectly_Bound go grab his "brand new pretty pink toy" i decided to play 20 questions since he wouldn't show me what it was. No wonder everyone laughed when i asked "is it insertible?" He didn't actually hit me with it. That honor belongs to Lynk... Shit. My plan is to add some photographs i have from scenes i've done. Other people may be obscured, but hopefully it won't detract from the images, i just won't post pictures of people without their permission. There is quite a backlog of photos to go through. So with this and the 30 days of kink project i ...

This is probably going to encompass a lot of things other than *just* went on a Winter Fire. I think Winter Fire was a culminating event for me. Kamm routinely points out that almost every scene i do pushes my own personal boundaries, and for some reason i don't actually think about that a lot. I haven't even been here for a year, i entered the scene on May 21, 2011, Kamms birthday. I was afraid of everything! I was afraid of the doorbell that Kamm rang to get us into the PlayHouse that very first time, so scared i jumped and knocked into the trashcans at the door and scared myself *again*. Now look at me. I'm a badass. But not as badass as Kamm... He got fucking abducted. Winter Fire gave me a lot of input on the direction in which i'd like to grow as a submissive. I still see myself as a submissive (with a curious, sly, bratty side) and maybe a little toppy, for rope especially, but the type of play i'd like to get into is a lot clearer now. I want...

Anyone that's spoken to me for any real length of time knows i love three things; ropes, knives and pet play. I experience those in that order. Most of the people i know are riggers (novice, learning and experienced alike) so i get to be part of a lot of rope play and the occasional suspension. i don't have a lot of "successful" suspensions under my belt but the number slowly grows. i love learning about how my body handles the stress and newness of feeling gravity interact differently on my body. How i handle the stress of the ropes pulling, my weight redistributing itself, my top pushing me harder and harder. My body is its own story of what the fuckery at best. Hypersensitivity, ticklishness, etc. i think because of that i'm a more challenging/pain in the ass bottom, sometimes i feel bad for my tops. At least working with different people has allowed me to be able to read myself better. As has looking into a lot of rope-related risk assessment...

This definition of BDSM comes from wikipedia ; BDSM is an erotic preference and a form of sexual expression involving the consensual use of restraint, intense sensory stimulation, and fantasy power role-play . The compound acronym BDSM is derived from the terms bondage and discipline (B&D or B/D), dominance and submission (D&S or D/s), and sadism and masochism (S&M or S/M). BDSM includes a wide spectrum of activities, forms of interpersonal relationships , and distinct subcultures . Activities and relationships within a BDSM context are characterized by the participants usually taking on complementary, but unequal roles, thus the idea of consent of both the partners becomes essential. Typically participants who are active – applying the activity or exercising control over others – are known as tops or dominants . Those participants who are recipients of the activities, or who are controlled by their partners are typically known as bottoms or submissives . In...

So, on rapture da--I mean D's birthday (May 21st) we talked about what he wanted to do for his birthday, and anything he wanted (basically) was up on the table.  Since we were unable to find another girl for a FMF threesome (what we did for him last year for his birthday) he found a kink event at a club in one of the major metro cities near us that he wanted to go to. I'm confident when i want to be, but I'm incredibly nervous when I'm meeting new partners to getting into new sexual exploits.  We walked up to the door and I bumped into the trash can when D rang the doorbell, both made really loud noises which scared the shit out of me. At least he thought it was funny. We met a lot of wonderful people (but for the sake of anonymity I won't go into descriptions).  We were showed around to the different areas of the club and spoke to several different people about how they came to the club and how long they've been into the BDSM lifestyle. The club had sever...