Big Coyote Energy

I'm pretty sure i'm straight. Like, 98% sure, because everyone has that 2% right? Right. Right... I'm apparently not cool enough, or not wired right to be attracted to people other than cismales with the standard set of equipped biological parts. There is the rarest of exceptions, i mean, i can count on one hand the number of genderqueer, non-gender-typical, or female identifying folks i'd like to naked and have orgasms with, but that is not my norm and it is certinly not what runs on my uh... Internal hard drive, if you get my drift. Someone once asked me "what really turns you on, Jaine?" And... It was a painful realization when i'd realized i'd never actually spent any time thinking about specific things that got me going. I had some basic things that i enjoyed but i'd never thought about it. That's when i realized it; all of my fantasies involved being over powered by men. Specifically cismen, specifically males larger in size than me....

Dear gender identity, Hi. It's me. It's been a while since we talked. I know i've been kind of standoffish lately, but that's mostly because of you. I don't know what to do with you. Can you maybe, get a grip? I always thought i was straight. Then there were girls i liked. Then there were non-gender-binary people that i like. But mostly i like men, and by like, i mean fuck. I don't usually care what they identify as, but biocock (cis-cock?) is basically the top tier of what i need to be fulfilled sexually. So... Help me out here. Am i straight? Am i pansexual? Do i have to give a fuck? Sincerely, Management.