Big Coyote Energy

We just got back from a very wonderful time at @Lynk and @Ever's house.  Now for the things left to do before... FUSION! Sunday: Relax. Lots of laundry.  Watch Mongrels. Avoid cave crickets. Monday: Work. Shoe shopping. Tuesday: Work. Date night. Either seeing @Formerly Thor or going to a possible BBQ at @HarshJudgement's place with @Beemo @M0co. Wednesday: Work. Grabbing the last of the things needed for Fusion. Packing for Fusion. Thursday: Work. Rope Bite. Friday: Go to Fusion!

So, the theme of Fusion is apparently rape. I've got sex on the brain. General Eat and sleep Use ALL the sunscreen. Get NONE of the sunburn! Swim Spend time with all my partners (Daddy, CurtisMercury, Lynk and HarshJudgement. That's right, i lumped you in :p ). And new potential play partners :3 Scenes Some kind of frisking or military or police related thing. The idea of this is so absolutely hot. Some rough body play, restraint, forced sexytimes. Yup. *currently being negotiated x2* Being co-topped. Fits into just about anything. Puppy play. Lots. Maybe with other puppies. I love playing with other puppies and littles. Needle play, if i'm up for it :3 Partial suspensions where my chest is *not* the main suspension point. Think legs, hips, etc. I will not be doing any full rope suspensions. I may consider certain types of partials not listed here, but i don't really feel like passing out again. Oh, and all the rope. Taken at knife point. Getting rapey ...

Seriously. I'm going to start actually looking for another romantic relationship. I am not looking to replace my relationship with Kamm, at all, but i would like a secondary partner. For the past year i've wanted it. I looked for it in FormerlyThor and that isn't a reality that would work for either of us unfortunately. As much as i wish it could be. I figured i'd speak about it, since i think Kamm is the only one thats really known this except for CurtisMercury whom i believe i've spoken to it about. I seem to have exceptionally good luck with switchy tattooed military boys who like to put me in my place... Or sadistic kinksters. Switch/top/dominant; not all the time but for me. I'm not really sure i could be fulfilled in a relationship with someone who would also want to be submissive with me. D/s play is almost integral for a relationship for me at this point in time. I am a submissive, i don't top or switch. I would be very open to...

As much as i don't like to admit it, i am fallible. I mean, i'm human, and humans are extremely fragile, physically. And mentally... And emotionally. But generally, i tend to be in control of those things. Last month was a difficult month for me. May generally seems to be a stressful time in my life, but it was extra stressful this year. I don't intend to go into details, but the nut-shell version is that i ended up at a funeral (memorial service) this weekend that i wasn't prepared to go to. A very dear family friend of ours passed in a tragic accident over Memorial Day weekend. I wanted to talk about how fragile life is. I recently linked an article on twitter in which someone had killed themselves accidentally in a BDSM related death . Things are called "accidents" for a reason. No one means for things to go wrong, or for something to happen, but things do happen. Please keep up to date on safety measures and protocols. Keep a first aid kit in your toy...