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It happens every year

I stop updating for a few months. Sorry guys, my distraction right now is a puppy, and he's really great and he's been really great for me. Daddy said back in March we could (finally) get a dog and I found the perfect little mutt for us. He was 16 weeks old when we got him so he needs lots of attention.

Also, some of the stuff I'e blogged about previously, the break-ups I went through last year really took a toll on me. I'm not proud of that, but I haven't been playing because it's actually really hard for me to trust people enough to actually want to play or have sex with them. It's something I'm working through but it's not easy and there is no manual. I knew one of these people for four years, and they spent four years lying to me. It's a high hurdle to cross.

Daddy and I will be back at Dark Odyssey FUSION, hosting Cigars Boots & Chocolate as usual. I am really excited for that. We'll be at camp all week too, from Wednesday through Monday which is the longest time we've ever been at camp. Usually we're Thursday through Monday people.

Here are a few pictures of the little monster. I'm working on some other blogs and some other projects. I'll post again soon. I really do appreciate all the views I've gotten lately and especially how well my Hitachi wand guide has been received. It's really humbling.


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