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My Kinkaversary

I wanted to do about sixteen other things, but it seems the blog is in much need of an update.

May marks my one year "kinkaversary" or the one year anniversary of me getting into kink. It's come with a lot of growth and change and self reflection. I really can't imagine my life without BDSM anymore. It has really become an integral part of who i am, and i think before this, i had a lot of empty space in my life and as stupid as it sounds in my heart.

It is exceptionally fulfilling for me to have the kind of life i have. My beloved Kamm, my three understanding and sexy play partners; FormerlyThor, CurtisMercury and Lynk. And HarshJudgement, wherever he fits in ( :p ). I have many facets; submissive, owned property, puppy, pony, bottom.

I have many amazing mentors and friends; Ever, SaintNicky, Liberteeny, TheHammer, Perfectly_Bound, Tatsujin_Paris, M0co, Beemo, FelisLeo, Lochai, Subatomic17, Bettie_Rage, Atticant, Moose,Shangrilaaah, Silk. (If you weren't mentioned, please don't be offended, these are people that i have spent hours or days talking to about issues, the community, personal hardships, etc).

I wanted to put more emotion into this, but i just don't seem to be a very emotional person lately. There will be more updates, i'm sure. But to all of you that matter to me, thank you for everything you have done for me in the last year. I look forward to many, many more.  
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