So... Fusion. That happened. It happened hard. And this is gonna be loooong and disjointed like most of my entries.
Others seem to be more efficient in getting their feelings out. Reading their experiences, their scenes, their torment, their fears, it has an energy. I'm not a person for "energies" or "feelings" but something in me is tied to camp. I left part of myself there, and i found parts of myself that have been buried for a long, long time. Parts of me i believe only Kamm has ever known to exist. The parts of me that truly know fear, panic and exhaustion. Fusion really was a good event for me, but there were parts i would prefer to never experience again, namely the storm.
Friday;
On the way up to Ramblewood we stopped at a Tobacco outlet and a great dollar store to pick up some cigars for Kamm and a cooler for drinks. And i finally replaced my knife. Daddy and i arrived around 11am met Bettie_Rage at registration. Friday it was over 90 degrees. Not as bad as Thursday, but hot as balls regardless. We put the tent up and i inflated the airbed so we'd have a place to sit down when we wanted to and then we ran off to the pool. The pool was so nice since it was SO HOT. Swimming nude was encouraged and it was one of the best swims of my life. We ended up going in the pool twice on Friday to cool down. I was spending time both annoying and helping HarshJudgement by pretending i was a torpedo and firing myself at him (in the pool), after helping him with his own tent set up.
Around 4ish, the sky started getting kind of dark. Kamm and i closed up the tent and went to see @PenBeatSword, he and i had a scene planned later Friday night and we needed to iron out a few details. We were in the Cabin of DOOM when the storm hit. I'd realized i'd left all my personal belongings in the tent, i wanted to go back and at least get my purse with my phone, medication and keys in it but the lightening was close and intense and with the wind it was not safe to go outside. Kamm would not let me out of the cabin. The storm steadily got worse, the wind picked up. The cabin lost power. People were outside trying to hold their tents down. The rain fly on our tent came off, and soon after that the pole connectors failed and the tent collapsed. I'm in the cabin on the verge of a panic attack because other tents are flying past ours and past the cabin. Inflatable couches, tents, rain flys and more all go flying. Then the hail starts. Less than 500 feet away a tree fell on the Oink Cabin, there were a few people in there, but they were alright for the most part, no major injuries. The storm finally paused but we were supposed to get another cell, this one with a verified tornado sighting.
Kamm and i and a dozen other people ran out onto the soaked ground and started pulling up tents that had collapsed. People i'd met 4 hours ago were helping us use the 10 minutes we thought we had to get our most important possessions out of the tent. We did manage to get most everything out except for the air bed and the cooler. Clothing, towels, sheets, they were all soaked. But my bag was ok, my phone was ok and i was able to get my medication.
I have never seen destruction like that up close, in person. Kamm is from an area where tornadoes are common, he's gone storm chasing before. He understands. I don't. I don't at all. He's off helping someone else, leaving me to my own devices which is bad. Luckily Bettie_Rage and HarshJudgement had returned, they'd gone to weather out the storm in one of their cars. They'd realized that wasn't safe when the trees started breaking from the wind. Fusion ended up losing 6 cars to trees. A tree top blew off and landed little more than a yard from my car, missing it entirely. HarshJudgement showed me the picture, i'm still not sure how i managed to not start crying
HarshJudgement, Kamm and Bettie_Rage basically kept me sane by giving me pets and cuddles and letting me go into puppy mode to deal with the storm. Like bio-puppies, i don't like loud sudden noises.
I can't even begin to describe the absolute kindness we were shown when our tent went down. Kamm and i were offered no less than 3 offers for places to stay. Phones to call, charges for phones, clothing, you name it. Luckily we only really needed places to sleep and HarshJudgement offered the remaining room in his amazing 3 person tent to Daddy and i. I got my first three person cuddle pile with people i'm with. :3 Sometime past midnight HarshJudgement and i went to bed, Daddy stayed up with Bettie_Rage a while longer hanging out. It was nice to cuddle. Friday and Saturday night we spent with him, Sunday night we took over PenBeatsSword, RyssaKitten and Nymphs bed since they left and slept in the Cabin of DOOM. Everywhere we went, food, drinks, water and snacks were offered to us. Everyone was so fantastic.
Saturday;
We begun Saturday by cleaning up and organizing stuff that had come out of the tent and gotten wet at some point. I spread out the tent on the grass to take pictures of the damage and let it dry. The tent pole connectors broke in at least 5 places and the rain fly came off. I laid a bunch of stuff out on the grass to dry.
Daddy and i got breakfast and lunch and then went off to the Paporium to do our shifts. I gave terrible facials :3
Lynk came to Fusion on Saturday. I don't recall any specific scene negotiations before hand, but because the storm had me so freaked out i couldn't play the way i usually do. Lynk is good at pushing my physical pain limits, but today i couldn't handle any pain and we settled on a knife scene with some fear play. Good defaults that always work for me. I love knife play, it's one of my favorite types of play. I got amazing cheese, fruit and veggies as aftercare. Awesome.
My other scene that night was an interrogation with PenBeatsSword. We'd been negotiating it for a few weeks and it was a really interesting experience. I liked the interrogation, but i'd drop the role play on the next session. Role playing keeps me from getting into subspace because my brain is working at normal capacity and won't met me "let go." But i had a great time. Aftercare sex is totally an awesome thing.
Sunday;
Daddy and i hadn't had sex since Friday night and that needed to change so we went over to the dungeon and hunted down a sex swing. Unfortunately, it was SO hot in the dungeon we had to settle for a table instead and fuck on there. HarshJudgement accompanied us and cut down some new rope of his. I finally got a few orgasms and Daddy got one too. No more fucking on tables, my back was so sore. At least we were able to get electricity so we could power the hitachi ;)
Sunday CurtisMercury and i had planned to play as well. As co-sluts Curtis and i are often very busy. Curtis had asked me what i wanted and i'd asked for a partial suspension focusing on my legs. After my conscious-lossing experience with HarshJudgement last Dirty Things, i figured a change might be in order, plus with the heat, it was a good idea. Curtis put me in a gravity boot and had me hoisted up mostly by my left foot. There was crotch rope and a dildo and some sex and forced oral, really a great scene. I think Curtis and i may have figured out a good set up for our scenes. More stress and predicament and less outright pain.
I hung out a lot with Bettie_Rage and helped HarshJudgement pack his car up since he left Sunday. Daddy helped with a few abductions, and we made some new friends with Oz and DancingFox who are a very cute couple. We'd had a puppy play date scheduled, but unfortunately we had to reschedule.
Monday;
We packed up ALL THE THINGS and left camp. We said our goodbyes to the few people still around. Then i did so.much.laundry. Because everything got wet. The End.
All in all, i had an amazing time at camp and can't wait to go back. The only real loss was the tent and that is completely replaceable. I'm taking commissions to build up funds to get a new tent if anyone is interested in that sort of thing. Send me an email (eroticwetatomic(at)gmail(dot)com). It'll be the same kind HarshJudgement has because that little fucker is un-moveable.
Others seem to be more efficient in getting their feelings out. Reading their experiences, their scenes, their torment, their fears, it has an energy. I'm not a person for "energies" or "feelings" but something in me is tied to camp. I left part of myself there, and i found parts of myself that have been buried for a long, long time. Parts of me i believe only Kamm has ever known to exist. The parts of me that truly know fear, panic and exhaustion. Fusion really was a good event for me, but there were parts i would prefer to never experience again, namely the storm.
Friday;
On the way up to Ramblewood we stopped at a Tobacco outlet and a great dollar store to pick up some cigars for Kamm and a cooler for drinks. And i finally replaced my knife. Daddy and i arrived around 11am met Bettie_Rage at registration. Friday it was over 90 degrees. Not as bad as Thursday, but hot as balls regardless. We put the tent up and i inflated the airbed so we'd have a place to sit down when we wanted to and then we ran off to the pool. The pool was so nice since it was SO HOT. Swimming nude was encouraged and it was one of the best swims of my life. We ended up going in the pool twice on Friday to cool down. I was spending time both annoying and helping HarshJudgement by pretending i was a torpedo and firing myself at him (in the pool), after helping him with his own tent set up.
Around 4ish, the sky started getting kind of dark. Kamm and i closed up the tent and went to see @PenBeatSword, he and i had a scene planned later Friday night and we needed to iron out a few details. We were in the Cabin of DOOM when the storm hit. I'd realized i'd left all my personal belongings in the tent, i wanted to go back and at least get my purse with my phone, medication and keys in it but the lightening was close and intense and with the wind it was not safe to go outside. Kamm would not let me out of the cabin. The storm steadily got worse, the wind picked up. The cabin lost power. People were outside trying to hold their tents down. The rain fly on our tent came off, and soon after that the pole connectors failed and the tent collapsed. I'm in the cabin on the verge of a panic attack because other tents are flying past ours and past the cabin. Inflatable couches, tents, rain flys and more all go flying. Then the hail starts. Less than 500 feet away a tree fell on the Oink Cabin, there were a few people in there, but they were alright for the most part, no major injuries. The storm finally paused but we were supposed to get another cell, this one with a verified tornado sighting.
Kamm and i and a dozen other people ran out onto the soaked ground and started pulling up tents that had collapsed. People i'd met 4 hours ago were helping us use the 10 minutes we thought we had to get our most important possessions out of the tent. We did manage to get most everything out except for the air bed and the cooler. Clothing, towels, sheets, they were all soaked. But my bag was ok, my phone was ok and i was able to get my medication.
I have never seen destruction like that up close, in person. Kamm is from an area where tornadoes are common, he's gone storm chasing before. He understands. I don't. I don't at all. He's off helping someone else, leaving me to my own devices which is bad. Luckily Bettie_Rage and HarshJudgement had returned, they'd gone to weather out the storm in one of their cars. They'd realized that wasn't safe when the trees started breaking from the wind. Fusion ended up losing 6 cars to trees. A tree top blew off and landed little more than a yard from my car, missing it entirely. HarshJudgement showed me the picture, i'm still not sure how i managed to not start crying
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| My car at Fusion2012. Photo by HarshJudgement |
I can't even begin to describe the absolute kindness we were shown when our tent went down. Kamm and i were offered no less than 3 offers for places to stay. Phones to call, charges for phones, clothing, you name it. Luckily we only really needed places to sleep and HarshJudgement offered the remaining room in his amazing 3 person tent to Daddy and i. I got my first three person cuddle pile with people i'm with. :3 Sometime past midnight HarshJudgement and i went to bed, Daddy stayed up with Bettie_Rage a while longer hanging out. It was nice to cuddle. Friday and Saturday night we spent with him, Sunday night we took over PenBeatsSword, RyssaKitten and Nymphs bed since they left and slept in the Cabin of DOOM. Everywhere we went, food, drinks, water and snacks were offered to us. Everyone was so fantastic.
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| Some of the broken pieces from the tent. Photo by EroticWetAtomic. |
Saturday;
We begun Saturday by cleaning up and organizing stuff that had come out of the tent and gotten wet at some point. I spread out the tent on the grass to take pictures of the damage and let it dry. The tent pole connectors broke in at least 5 places and the rain fly came off. I laid a bunch of stuff out on the grass to dry.
Daddy and i got breakfast and lunch and then went off to the Paporium to do our shifts. I gave terrible facials :3
Lynk came to Fusion on Saturday. I don't recall any specific scene negotiations before hand, but because the storm had me so freaked out i couldn't play the way i usually do. Lynk is good at pushing my physical pain limits, but today i couldn't handle any pain and we settled on a knife scene with some fear play. Good defaults that always work for me. I love knife play, it's one of my favorite types of play. I got amazing cheese, fruit and veggies as aftercare. Awesome.
My other scene that night was an interrogation with PenBeatsSword. We'd been negotiating it for a few weeks and it was a really interesting experience. I liked the interrogation, but i'd drop the role play on the next session. Role playing keeps me from getting into subspace because my brain is working at normal capacity and won't met me "let go." But i had a great time. Aftercare sex is totally an awesome thing.
Sunday;
Daddy and i hadn't had sex since Friday night and that needed to change so we went over to the dungeon and hunted down a sex swing. Unfortunately, it was SO hot in the dungeon we had to settle for a table instead and fuck on there. HarshJudgement accompanied us and cut down some new rope of his. I finally got a few orgasms and Daddy got one too. No more fucking on tables, my back was so sore. At least we were able to get electricity so we could power the hitachi ;)
Sunday CurtisMercury and i had planned to play as well. As co-sluts Curtis and i are often very busy. Curtis had asked me what i wanted and i'd asked for a partial suspension focusing on my legs. After my conscious-lossing experience with HarshJudgement last Dirty Things, i figured a change might be in order, plus with the heat, it was a good idea. Curtis put me in a gravity boot and had me hoisted up mostly by my left foot. There was crotch rope and a dildo and some sex and forced oral, really a great scene. I think Curtis and i may have figured out a good set up for our scenes. More stress and predicament and less outright pain.
I hung out a lot with Bettie_Rage and helped HarshJudgement pack his car up since he left Sunday. Daddy helped with a few abductions, and we made some new friends with Oz and DancingFox who are a very cute couple. We'd had a puppy play date scheduled, but unfortunately we had to reschedule.
Monday;
We packed up ALL THE THINGS and left camp. We said our goodbyes to the few people still around. Then i did so.much.laundry. Because everything got wet. The End.
All in all, i had an amazing time at camp and can't wait to go back. The only real loss was the tent and that is completely replaceable. I'm taking commissions to build up funds to get a new tent if anyone is interested in that sort of thing. Send me an email (eroticwetatomic(at)gmail(dot)com). It'll be the same kind HarshJudgement has because that little fucker is un-moveable.
That... sounded like a roller coaster of emotions.
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